Report of the "Roots in the Desert” School Seminar at the Marywood Retreat Center for Spirituality and Ministry near Jacksonville, Florida
February 11-13, 2004

by Connie Price

On February 11-13, 2004, at the Marywood Retreat Center for Spirituality and Ministry near Jacksonville, Florida, Kim Nataraja, International School Coordinator for the W.C.C.M., led a seminar on the “Desert Fathers and Mothers” of the fourth Century. Some thirty persons attended this course on an important segment of the beginnings of spirituality in the Christian faith. The “Desert Fathers and Mothers’ ” practices included meditation, hermitage, monastic community, and the contemplative life.
In leading the seminar, Kim communicated her findings with depth, enthusiasm, and vivid clarity. Friday night’s session included an introductory video showing the present-day Egyptian monasteries that continue some of the ancient traditions. Kim summarized the dramatic history of these phenomenal early Christians: their massive retreats from the cities, their rich intellectual pursuits, and their lives lived on the basis of believing that Christ intended for joy and fulfillment to be the essential and pervasive qualities of human experience.

Kim encouraged her seminarians to discern, from original texts, the values that gave the early visionaries a bond and a sense of purpose. Humility, detachment, and inner peace were considered as attributes of a personhood that would be centered in the Holy Spirit. Above all else, they believed, must one abstain from anger, pride, and “speaking ill of others.” The meaning that the passionate believers treasured was in fact not based upon speaking, nor even thinking. Thoughts, they said, are distortions of the indwelling of the living God. A spiritual existence was to be found in silence. The silence of (what has come to be called) meditation was not considered to be symbolic and not merely representative of an idolized and absent power. They perceived meditation as the mystical (or, direct) encounter with life’s reality, that is, with the mindfulness of God’s love for us.

The early Communities grew to the tens of thousands in very short periods of time in the deserts of Egypt, Palestine, Arabia, and Persia. Ironically, the disciples were fleeing from the Roman domain that had been Christianized by Constantinople. They chose to create communities of the heart rather than endure “the Church” in its existing sophistication. Many women participated in the movement, and famous writers emerged from it, such as John Cassian and Evagrius. The Desert Parents influenced two millennia of theology and philosophy in incalculable ways. Figures that come readily to mind as those who showed this influence are Meister Eckhart (13th C.) and Thomas Merton (20th C.).

The “Roots in the Desert” retreat seminarians studied the writings and biographies of some of the “Abbas and Ammas” in an atmosphere of freedom and inspiration. Kim was an encouraging presence whose humility bespoke her profound wisdom and vast knowledge of the subject matter. Several times she asked the students to discuss some of the early texts in breakout sessions, then to report in plenary their ideas and insights.

Local organization and facilities enhanced the meeting. Many thanks to the Retreat Center Administration and the Director, Sr. Kathleen Power. Community leaders in the Jacksonville area were also helpful, especially Gene Bebeau and Linda Kaye.

Connie C. Price
Tuskegee, AL
March 19, 2004