Letters from the International School
The problem of distractions by Paul Harris,
adapted by Kim Nataraja
"I want now to address a particular question that we all
encounter. It is the question of distractions. What should you do
when you begin to meditate and distracting thoughts come into your
mind? The advice that the tradition has to give us is to ignore
the distractions and to say your word and to keep on saying your
word. Don't waste any energy in trying to furrow your brow and say,
`I will not think of what I am going to have for dinner', or `who
I'm going to see today', or `where am I going tomorrow', or whatever
the distraction may be. Don't try to use any energy to dispel the
distraction. Simply ignore it and the way to ignore it is to say
your word." (John Main, Moment of Christ)
The problem all of us have in coming to an inner silence in meditation
is that our minds are full of thoughts, images, sensations, emotions,
insights, hopes, regrets, a never ending array of distractions.
St Teresa of Avila once said the human mind is like a boat where
mutinous sailors have tied up the captain. The sailors all take
a turn at steering the boat and of course the boat goes around in
circles and eventually crashes on the rocks. That is our mind, says
Teresa, full of thoughts taking us off in every direction. She also
says:
“Distractions and the wandering mind are part of the
human condition and can no more be avoided than eating and sleeping.”
The human mind has been compared to a great tree with monkeys jumping
from branch to branch chattering away. Laurence Freeman, in commenting
on this story, says there is a path that leads through this forest
of chattering monkeys and it is the practice of reciting a mantra
in our daily periods of meditation.
The mantra is help towards concentration, enabling us to go beyond
all distractions, words and thoughts, even holy thoughts. We say
the mantra slowly, steadily with loving attentiveness. When we find
our mind has wandered, we simply come back to our mantra. We cannot
force this way of prayer through sheer will power. Do not try too
hard. Let go; just relax. There is no need to fight or struggle
with distractions. Simply gently return to saying your mantra. Unfortunately
the repetition of a mantra does not bring instant peace, harmony,
the absence of distractions or silence. We must accept we are on
the pilgrimage of meditation. We should not get upset at continual
distractions. We should not have as our aim to be free of all thoughts.
John Main constantly advises us not to come to meditation with any
goals or expectations. The mantra will eventually become rooted
in our consciousness through the simple fidelity of returning to
the mantra each morning and evening.
A problem often observed by those meditating is that the thinking
process continues even while saying the mantra. There is even a
term for this: double tracking. Again this is nothing to be concerned
about. With perseverance the mantra will become stronger and our
thoughts will diminish as the pilgrimage of meditation continues.
Adapted from Paul Harris – ‘Christian Meditation Contemplative
Prayer for a New Generation’
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